If there is one thing I hate, it's people complaining about things they can change. Like wtf. If you want something to be different in your life then go out and change it, don't sit down complaining about how shitty your life is and how nothing will change. That's bullshit. The thing that is getting in the way of you is you! If you have determination, there's nothing you can't do, but you can't sit down and dream it, you have to get it and it will be bloody difficult and take long, but nothing good comes easy, but when it does come it will be worth the wait. Think of what you want most and use it to spark your enthusiasm. 

You've no right to complain about something you're doing nothing to fix. 

There are few things in life that are out of your reach or you can't change, but you can often control them. What I can think of from the top of my head are human emotions controlled by free will like love for example. You can't make someone love you, you also can't make someone tell you how they feel about you. But, you can have the guts to tell the girl/guy how you feel about them if you're able. Things like that may seem impossible but they really aren't. They're just words, just trust and be you. If it doesn't work out its not meant to be-someone perfect for you is around the corner, but don't say nothing because that person might be your soulmate and nothing is more painful than watching someone you love slip away. If you think about them everyday, maybe they're meant to be a permanent fixture in your life. I've had to pep-talk a few of my male friends into telling girls how they feel, and most times if worked out well! - if not, it was for the best. 

Phwoar, I'm getting a bit deep and off topic here, but you get what I mean. Change what you can, accept what you can't, say what you feel and try to find who and what brings you happiness. 

Till next time darling,

Dalanda :-* xxxx