Sanctuary

I wrote this when I was 15...


Sanctuary


My dream world, my world of fantasy

I close my eyes and drift away into my sanctuary

My reverie, I close my eyes to escape the pain



In my sanctuary there is no pain, no hurt

My wildest fantasies all run riot in my mind

I close my eyes and melt the torment away

in my sanctuary the anguish slowly decays



In my revierie The sun smiles upon me

and the moon wipes away my tears

the wind whispers to me to ease my mind

It's a beautiful moment and I am lost in time



the hot sunset sorrounds me like a blanket of warmth.

Gazing into the distance my soul is finally at peace

Till I open my eyes and go on Wishing I was too dead to cry

A zombie hides my face for in this world I shall never know my place.



I close my eyes again yet thoughts of you, they drive me insane

I look at the sparkling emerald of the sea that shimmers and oozes hope

You walk in the soft white sand of my fantasy

I pray you step tenderly as when you step, you step on my dreams.

Each stride you take leaves footprints on my already crippled heart.

The golden moon in it's blanket of clouds smiles upon me and somehow,

I feel like I can cope although my reverie is really my only hope.



In my fantasy I can gaze into your eyes forever

yet they sever me just like a knife

I never notice the pain from the blade piercing through my disguise

working their way through my being and melting yet breaking my heart

Tears run down my face as you wrap your arms around me,

while the blood runs down my back from the knife you put there

oozing out greif, yearn and weakness.



Take my hand and I can show you my dream

I can show you what really makes my eyes gleam

For loving you is like trying to touch a star,

I know I can never reach you, but I can't help but try.

Its hard to wait for something I know might never happen;

but its harder to give up when you know its everything I want.

So I close my eyes and escape to where the tears don't fall.



My passion, the haven in the corners of my mind

The gateway to my soul, all my fears melt away

the sweet pain subsides when I close my eyes

But I smile on the outside for inside beyond my fantasy I'm dying



If you look deep into my eyes you can see my soul

It's broken and it cries out for my sanctuary, my hope

I'm living in this hell and my dream is yet to come true

But I promise it will happen, I will make my sanctuary come true

Even if it kills me, I just know I have to be with you.

For my sanctuary is nothing, absolutley nothing without you.

For you are the one, who makes all of my dreams come true.