I feel sick. 

Physically & mentally. 

Falling to pieces everyday. 

Broken memories, promises

Running. Running. Running. Running. 

I watch your back helplessly as you run away, 

I try my best to catch up to you, I can't. 

And I can't get back what you've taken from me it's gone- it's yours forever now, even if I wanted it back I can't have it. 

I don't want it back, truly I don't, but I just wish you wouldn't be so careless with it.

Every single day. You wreck it. I die. 

You don't even realise your trampling all over it, throwing it away, pushing me further and further but I can't run away, I can only run to you for you've stolen what was mine. 

Lost in your dreams. 

Despair. Confusion. Pain. 

So lost in your hurt, fears, anguish

You don't even realise you hold & you run away with what you want most. 

You cause what you wanted the least. 

Oh, you have no idea of the hurt you cause. 

You think to death and you

Run. Run. Run. 

And leave me here to cry 

Wishing you didn't take it from me

I don't want it back though.

All I want is you back. 

Stop running away from me

Run to me, catch me, fix me

Wipe the tears away. 

Stop the pain. 

Be my tourniquet. 

And be gentle

Only you can make it ok. 

For only you have that which is mine. 

If only you realised it was yours all along.