Tuesday 28 May 2013



Exactly. If you don't talk to me/keep in contact, I will assume you don't care or think of me which is fine. Just don't say I never bothered. You went away not me. 

I don't forget anyone. 



Been a month! 

I miss my friend! 


LOL

David Bowie - where are we now?


Radical Face - Welcome Home








I'm pretty sure satan controls the weather in England.


This is the end of May. 

T_T

Hello!

I hope you're well! :-)

So, I want to try out getting my teeth whitened, I've never done it before and I want to get the whole tippex teeth look... Just for lols and also the fact that I have a slight phobia of teeth in nasty shades of yellow, cream and brown. 

A friend of mine said it hurt really badly and now I'm kinda put off doing it at all...if you've ever had them whitened could you please kindly let me know about the pain factor etc and whether its worth me doing? You can leave the answers on my askfm because you have to have a blogger or google plus account to reply to the posts!

My ask fm (dee2504) is in my about me over here >>>> 

(I'm not on a laptop so I can't link it)

Thanks in advance! :-) xxx

Monday 27 May 2013

My hair looks like the jokers when it's wet. :-( (brilliantly pointed out by Amiee!) anyways I'm off to go terrorise little kids! (Joking xD)



Didn't know which selfie to upload so here's a non-edited one for reference xD







Ooh it feels so crazy when you scream my name

Love it when you rock me over every day
When I think about it I could go insane



...


Scouting for girls - It's not about you









Asos Africa range! ❤


NO. This is just wrong in every way, shape and form. T______T

I cannot unsee this.

(So I decided to scar you all with it instead!)

LOVE YOU TOO!

;-) xxxx

"Your heart will always relay to you the feeling that you need to follow."

-Archangel Michael




This is actually me, the pain of leaving my headphones or having my battery die is too much! xD I'd actually go back home. I walk a lot and I can't bear walking in silence because I love listening to music so much!- to the extent where I apparently 'bop' when I walk (according to a friend of mine) Not sure what she means by that, but I think she means I semi dance as I walk which is fair enough. I like to blot out my other senses, be in my own world and just concentrate on feeling the music as I walk- it's like a release and relaxation for me. Even though  in London you get free bus travel until you're 16-because you can work at 16 (or 18 if you're in full time education like me) I prefer to walk instead of waiting in the cold for a bus to come. Probs why my shoes that I wear on to college don't last more than a few months!

Which reminds me *RANT ALERT*

Okay, seriously guys. So I started the year off wearing on a black pair of trainers cause leather is a bitch to break in and I walk a lot so after a few months of wearing on my trainers I decided to switch to the shoes I'd got originally at the beginning of the year to wear on to VI form. I got these shoes- they were leather, properly heeled, really sturdy shoes from the shop where most grannnies and school children get their shoes from if they want them to last all year-or even longer. They lasted me all but a few months (even though I only wear them on to go to college). ¬_¬ Perhaps I walk to aggressively or something but dude, they were meant to last me more than a couple months! Not to mention, I hate walking slowly when I have to be somewhere. I always tend to walk as though I'm in a rush when I'm walking by myself because 9 times out of 10 I am, and the weather here isn't something you can take a stroll in- icy cold winds will come out of nowhere and blow you viciously! That's probably also why you'll not see me in heels unless I'm going out or something- they slow me down, and it frustrates me when I can't move as quickly as I'd like! xD.

Speaking of heels, when a certain friend of mine (not naming any names *coughrubinacough*) saw my shoes and my message about having to walk home in the rain with them I got a 'looooooool' response! Not even an 'oh no!' Like usual! :'(

 Another one of my pet hates is having wet feet-which is also why I went for the leather, I can't stand it when my socks are wet and then my feet get all wet, damp, cold and moist... Just, EW! Sad thing about these shoes though, is I didn't realise that there was a hole in them until my feet got wet. ¬_¬ FML.

See, now I've already finished VI form and so I just have to come in to sit exams or for a few sessions but  my college has uniform (for whatever stupid reason) and shoes count in that too (they're so strict- even girls shirts have to have a certain collar- when most places have no uniform!), and judging by the way things are going it will continue raining (We even had snow in March). So now, I'll probs have to get another pair of shoes that I probably won't ever wear on again in my life. I love shopping etc (espescially for shoes!- In case you haven't noticed, I do love a good pair of shoes!), but finding practical shoes that are nice is very hard so I'll spend ages trying to find something that isn't ugly with my mum in the background picking out the most hideous shoes known to man going WHAT ABOUT THOSE? Just to take the piss. (Okay, I do that too and she got it from me (karma)  BUT STILL!!! xD)

FML. My shoes look like they've got a bloody bullet woud in them! I think it was walking across the rocks and my arches that did it... ¬_¬





Sunday 26 May 2013






Go to 42 seconds.

You're welcome. :'D
HAHAHAHA! And this is why you shouldn't entertain a dog by saying 'WHO'S A GOOD BOY?!' Look at the deep psychological trauma it causes the poor things! x'DD



I melt. :-)


I miss this lipstick...

I don't even know where I dropped it & it's discontinued :'-(

P.S- ignore the random Afro patches (lazy hairdresser! Ineed to go back to Rochelle!)


Say what you feel. 

Free your mind... leave no words unsaid for those are the words that will weigh heavily on your heart and mind. They will rob you of your mental freedom and in most cases happiness. Freedom is not just physical. No, not at all. One must find true mental freedom and happiness because really & truly in life, no one is ever really free. We are all prisoners, but don't let your heart and mind fall victim for that's the only real freedom you have control over. In robbing yourself of your own mental freedom and happiness, you could be stealing someone elses too. 

What's life when it is just riddled with regret or yearning?

If this brings a thought or a situation into your head, go resolve it. No matter how outrageous or improbable it may be to you. Say and do what you should do (whatever comes from the heart), don't cheat yourself (and possibly someone else). 

DW x





Halfway through the first stanza... And I can't be arsed. Lol. 




Schooldays...

(Yes, we had to wear on piss yellow shirts that were supposedly gold...)


LOVE this! The fact that they only sell it in America is so depressing tho! 😭 ❤❤❤❤

:'-(



More ill than usual. 

Too hot to sleep. Body rejecting meds. 

I just want this to go away soon. Eh it's probs gonna come back soon after its gone anyways. Fml and bring on summer.   




She still won't let me live this down...




Sad thing is, this isn't even the first time this has happened...