This is actually me, the pain of leaving my headphones or having my battery die is too much! xD I'd actually go back home. I walk a lot and I can't bear walking in silence because I love listening to music so much!- to the extent where I apparently 'bop' when I walk (according to a friend of mine) Not sure what she means by that, but I think she means I semi dance as I walk which is fair enough. I like to blot out my other senses, be in my own world and just concentrate on feeling the music as I walk- it's like a release and relaxation for me. Even though  in London you get free bus travel until you're 16-because you can work at 16 (or 18 if you're in full time education like me) I prefer to walk instead of waiting in the cold for a bus to come. Probs why my shoes that I wear on to college don't last more than a few months!

Which reminds me *RANT ALERT*

Okay, seriously guys. So I started the year off wearing on a black pair of trainers cause leather is a bitch to break in and I walk a lot so after a few months of wearing on my trainers I decided to switch to the shoes I'd got originally at the beginning of the year to wear on to VI form. I got these shoes- they were leather, properly heeled, really sturdy shoes from the shop where most grannnies and school children get their shoes from if they want them to last all year-or even longer. They lasted me all but a few months (even though I only wear them on to go to college). ¬_¬ Perhaps I walk to aggressively or something but dude, they were meant to last me more than a couple months! Not to mention, I hate walking slowly when I have to be somewhere. I always tend to walk as though I'm in a rush when I'm walking by myself because 9 times out of 10 I am, and the weather here isn't something you can take a stroll in- icy cold winds will come out of nowhere and blow you viciously! That's probably also why you'll not see me in heels unless I'm going out or something- they slow me down, and it frustrates me when I can't move as quickly as I'd like! xD.

Speaking of heels, when a certain friend of mine (not naming any names *coughrubinacough*) saw my shoes and my message about having to walk home in the rain with them I got a 'looooooool' response! Not even an 'oh no!' Like usual! :'(

 Another one of my pet hates is having wet feet-which is also why I went for the leather, I can't stand it when my socks are wet and then my feet get all wet, damp, cold and moist... Just, EW! Sad thing about these shoes though, is I didn't realise that there was a hole in them until my feet got wet. ¬_¬ FML.

See, now I've already finished VI form and so I just have to come in to sit exams or for a few sessions but  my college has uniform (for whatever stupid reason) and shoes count in that too (they're so strict- even girls shirts have to have a certain collar- when most places have no uniform!), and judging by the way things are going it will continue raining (We even had snow in March). So now, I'll probs have to get another pair of shoes that I probably won't ever wear on again in my life. I love shopping etc (espescially for shoes!- In case you haven't noticed, I do love a good pair of shoes!), but finding practical shoes that are nice is very hard so I'll spend ages trying to find something that isn't ugly with my mum in the background picking out the most hideous shoes known to man going WHAT ABOUT THOSE? Just to take the piss. (Okay, I do that too and she got it from me (karma)  BUT STILL!!! xD)

FML. My shoes look like they've got a bloody bullet woud in them! I think it was walking across the rocks and my arches that did it... ¬_¬