You must remember my dear:

People can be and will be selfish, you have to depend on you and figure it out. You know what to do, it's just going after it and actually doing it. 

We was so much time waiting for the perfect moment which doesn't exist. As Joshua Clarke said: "our lust for future comfort is the biggest theif of life". Stop looking forest and deal with you and the present. If you do that everything takes care of itself. :-) 

Good luck!

Happy Sunday

-D 

Xo