Lmao

Oh Nicki. 

But tbh, it's a spectrum and that's just the pretty accurate initial external reaction so here's some more pics for you to relate to on a deeper level xD (but I hope you don't have to). 

(This would also be me if I was a stop sign)

I'll stop here xD

Enjoy the relatability! (yes, I've just made that word up)  

Remember to take care of yourselves, and others! 

When it gets hard, or people really take it out of you and hit you where it hurt, for the love of all that is good, do NOT do this. 

Don't let pain turn you into a monster, bless even those that hurt you and then move on having learnt your lesson and left the toxic people or situations behind. 

If you switch off your heart, you'll turn yourself into a monster that will hurt people without remorse or regard for anyone (but yourself maybe). 

Having a heart and empathy is what makes us decent human beings. Those detached from their heart are ruthless and don't care or even think about who or what they trample on, scar and disturb. Those are the people that can bring themselves to hurt people, animals, the earth etc. 

The cycle of heartlessness may even continue through the people they've encountered in life and screwed over too. In fact, maybe that might be why there are so many horrible people in the world. They switch off their hearts and ethics either because they've been hurt and/or wish to delve into the sweet nectar of that capitalist and hedonistic small % of society ... 

Massive co-operations for example. They don't care that taxes pay for education, health, welfare etc, they just care about keeping their designer wallets fat, and buying their sixth holiday home. Fuck the poor people, the starving kids, the underpaid healthcare staff and teachers, the others... 'If it isn't making me money I'm not interested.' It's BS, but they've sold it pretty well to us all because tbh, it isn't even exclusively co-operations behave in this way, even people fall into that category in varying degrees. They've created invisible borders, an invisible concept called money that runs the world when we were born here for free and there's enough for everyone.... We pay to live in our own planet and money can make people do some horrible and/or stupid things. 

I would personally rather invest in what is real... That which was there before man created all this shit to distract us from our hearts and become miserable, consumerist, zombies buying into crap we don't need to fill the void we switched off to chase this 'dream'.

I hate to ruin the ending, but the capitalist dream is an unobtainable one because you'll never have enough (think the Great Gatsby). 

The system capitalises on greed, insecurities and numbers... And numbers are infinite so each goal will be met with another goal, and another target and it's endless. 

But our time on this planet isn't. It's something to think about and consider...

Tomorrow isn't promised. 

When you die, you only take your soul with you, so be remembered for your good character, kindness, and honesty not for buying into false dreams, being a pretentious arsehole or just not remembered at all because you never bothered to form any decent relationships so when you die all people care about is who gets what.

But of course we have free will, it's always up to you to decide how it ends. 

I suggest you start savouring every day, and doing things for your heart, soul, and body... 

It's important to heal yourself, grow as a soul, as a person and be active about your healing. Put the same effort into helping yourself that you would to making billions because you are priceless. And if you don't look after your body, you'll feel like shit and not enjoy being around. You can't buy health. 

You can't wait around for time to heal things or situations to remedy themselves either because nothing ever does.

Tbh, I don't know how that notion got around, it's absolute bollocks. It's like messing your room up and thinking that if you wait long enough your clothes will fly back into the closet, your bed will make itself and your floor will be hoovered. It doesn't work like that. You can wait to find strength and then go tidy, or maybe  get a friend to help you and do it together but until you deal with it, you'll be standing in your own mess which is unpleasant and quite unnecessary. 

Look after your soul, if you don't feel comfortable in your own skin or within yourself you need to look at why and fix it. You deserve peace of mind. 

The world needs peace of mind, help create it. 

Break the cycle of pain. 

Love,

-Dalanda 

xo