I gave you £10, and they gave you £20. You felt that was better just because they gave you more when they had £200 and all I had was £10. 

Sometimes no matter what you do, or say you'll never be enough, have enough or be worth making a sacrifice for... And that's life. Sometimes trying isn't enough, sometimes wanting something really really badly can never bring it to you because life isn't always fair. The best things in life aren't promised... You must fight for them sometimes or just try to be brave and try to keep it all together when things fall apart or don't do your way. 

Hope for the best and pray you encounter people on your path that won't damage you. If you're really lucky, maybe someone might put you first for once... If you already have people or a person like that feel blessed and be grateful, it's rare that one is gifted with that privilege. Regardless of whether you have that privilege or not, try and be the person you wish you had in your life. A touch love and kindness goes a long way, don't keep it all to yourself! :-D

I hope all the good things and people come your way. If you don't feel good, I hope you feel better soon and I hope you have the courage to let go of that which no longer serves you. 

Love,

-Dalanda

xoxo