Silence breaks your heart...

However people have free will, they choose what they do & how they act. If they choose to make their actions really painful to you there's not much you can do other that try & be strong. You can't make sense of why someone would hurt you so don't try, you'll just upset & confuse yourself even further. Mostly why would you treat me like that? Or why would you do this to me? Doesn't really have a proper (or good) answer. To be honest though, I don't think there is ever a good enough reason to treat someone like shit, especially those who have only been kind to you. 

When things like this happen, you must most  importantly realise that you don't deserve it (unless you've done something awful to the person-then you know why they're being nasty, but even if you were it still doesn't merit horrible behaviour because an eye for an eye and the world would be blind). People won't always treat you how you deserve to be treated. You should know being ignored &/or treated like crap by people you care about or just people in general isn't the norm. You deserve better even if you don't have it right now...

You have to be strong and fight for yourself, I'm fighting right with you. You aren't alone, the world is full of people that will cause you immense pain, but also of people that would never hurt you and try to lift you up instead of leaving you hanging. When you find the strength and courage, pick yourself up.

If you can't find the strength to do it, see if your friends or family can help lift you up. If you don't have that which a surprising number of people don't (struggles can be super lonely), build your own strength so you can conquer the hurt that the world and its inhabitants have thrown & will throw at you. It never stops, you just have to toughen up. It shouldn't be this way- people should be kind & spread love but it isn't so. 

Some people are hurt and instead of that horrible pain to make them vow to never make anyone else suffer like them, they spread the pain and there's a cycle of hatred and issues all because people were scared to show some love, compassion & humanity to their fellow man. You hurting gives you absolutely no right to hurt anyone else, full stop. But some people just don't care about what they're doing to others because if they truly did, they wouldn't hurt them. And some just don't know how deeply seemingly small actions can cut. 

Try to smile again, sleep some more, laugh, & remember you're not defined by your pain or hurtful experiences. One day it will probably get easier... I don't know when, but just try and take each day as it comes... We will see better days. 

I'm praying, & thinking positively for those that hurt and those that do the hurting. Maybe people will realise what they're truly doing to us when their actions are hurtful. Maybe they'll get the strength to deal with their pain so they stop casting it on others. And maybe then, we won't have to deal with trying to be strong when we are weak, or have simply been battered by life because we won't have to... There will be no need to as people wouldn't be horrible! That would be beautiful :-) we won't need to cry as much or feel pain inside anymore if we are to hurt or numb to cry... We could rest easy and have a warm fulfilled joy & happiness inside with no pain or emptiness... Wow. *_*

A girl can dream... I think I'll only ever find such bliss in death though because I'm not sure it exists on this planet, not after what I've seen & experienced anyways, lol. 

Don't forget about the silent battles people face... 

Love, blessings & hugs,

-Dalanda 

"Smile when your heart is breaking, smile even though it's aching." -Charlie Chaplin